Had an awesome RLY anti smoking moment this morning
Was dropping the wife off at work and just as I pulled away I saw a couple of highschool girls walking down the sidewalk smoking
I actually said "that's fucking disgusting" without thinking about it.
First time I've looked at someone smoking with even mild revulsion in a very very long time.
The true test for me will be when I get things started up with my band again though. They are all chainsmokers and it will be extremely tough for me not to join in.
EDIT
And I'm totally finding it easier when drunk too. I've had several really heavy parties in the last few weeks and totally resitsted the urge. I'm finally able to tune out the smoking + drinking = good impulse I've had for so long. Now I still want one deep down, but I'm able to make the mental connection to my quitting centre more easily and resist the urge.
I also thought my dope-smoking would balloon in the absence of smokes, but even that has stayed pretty occasional. I know its technically cheating, but I'm not counting it.
Is dope smoke anywhere near as bad as cig smoke anyway?
@Adjutant,
Don't worry about the setback. Keep going, the demon drink is a tough roadblock.
This post has been edited by cerveza_fiesta: 18 September 2009 - 01:37 PM