[EmperorMagus]

So after blowing the RE exam. I have another exam in two days, I know I have to study and I want to study. I just can't get myself to study.
This sucks.

[Lizradusa]

EmperorMagus, on 15 May 2013 - 05:16 PM, said:

So after blowing the RE exam. I have another exam in two days, I know I have to study and I want to study. I just can't get myself to study.
This sucks.

I have had that feeling for several days now, just that I'm lacking the part where I want to study.
Also, they can't manage to tell us a consitent time, when tomorrows math exam will be.

[Ukjent]

How can't you know? At least at my school all the exams starts at the same time 9 am.

[Lizradusa]

Here they don't. And the registrar's office is saying a differnet time the the prof and no one knows for sure.

[EmperorMagus]

Also this. (it's a little gruesome )

Spoiler

A Syrian rebel eating a heart in front of camera
http://edition.cnn.c...ria-eaten-heart

[Abyss]

EmperorMagus, on 15 May 2013 - 07:18 PM, said:

Also this. (it's a little gruesome )

Spoiler

A Syrian rebel eating a heart in front of camera
http://edition.cnn.c...ria-eaten-heart

Just proves my point that the rebellion is being subverted by radical Cthulists.

[worry]

Graablick, on 15 May 2013 - 04:46 PM, said:

My exam in signal prosessing yesterday went to shit. Half the time I was just sitting there wondering what in satan is this? That sentence sound a bit weird in English..

English does have "what (in) the devil" but we don't specify Satan. Same basic meaning though it seems.

[Adjutant Stormy~]

Abyss, on 15 May 2013 - 07:46 PM, said:

EmperorMagus, on 15 May 2013 - 07:18 PM, said:

Also this. (it's a little gruesome )

Spoiler

A Syrian rebel eating a heart in front of camera
http://edition.cnn.c...ria-eaten-heart

Just proves my point that the rebellion is being subverted by radical Cthulists.

To be fair, hearts are DELICIOUS.

[Adjutant Stormy~]

I left a folder full of paperwork, including basically all the information you'd need to steal my identity, in a somewhat public establishment.

Gonna have to run back tomorrow and see if anyone found it.

[Adjutant Stormy~]

So I got to sleep for an hour.

And i had the most pants-shittingly bad nightmares, to the point where I actually woke up screaming.

I need a cigarette.

[Tiste Simeon]

So I'm not sure whether this could fit in the happy thread as well, because the potential for seeing these ignorant jerks get the living snot beat out of them could make me happy, but the stupidity of them tips it into this thread:

The Westboro Baptist Church has Announced it will picket the funeral of Jeff Hanneman (of Slayer). There may well be a bloodbath...

[Puck]

Insomnia. Lack of sleep. And social drama. I love me some social drama.

So, here's my problem: I finally managed to find people to play DnD with again a few months ago. Which is great. Now, after starting out with a couple of very close friends we have gotten a couple of people I'm not familiar with to join our group, which is perfectly fine, and I've come to like them all, even the totally useless guy who plays the even more useless mage.. But, and here's the stupidity of the situation, last week one of the guys was like 'Hey, I got this very close friend of mine who wants to play, too, so can he join? Puck knows him, too.' And everyone was like 'Sure, no problem.' Except, I have no working internet atm and with two jobs what little internet I can access isn't much, so I got the message last, and to be honest, I really, really do not want this guy to join our group. Not that he's bad news or anything, he's a totally nice and social person and stuff, is a bit too much on the smartass side.. But the thing is, he reminds me too much, way too much, of anything before uni, and that is about everything I really, really want to nothign to do with. We used to attend the same class at school, and anything that reminds me of that school gives me the shivers, literally, and I can't talk to anyone from back then, I simply physically am incapable of forming sounds that go beyond 'Hi', not even to this guy, and he was one of the nice people back there. And the last thing I needed beside my already existing insomnia and stress atm was this anxiety and crying half the night and... argh.
The game master, who happens to be my best friend, did offer me the right to veto the whole thing, but seriously, even I don't want to look as much a self-centered ass as it would make me look if I vetoed a decision the whole group already made, just because of insignificant stuff back at school.
Now, I have no idea what to do about it except endure it and hope my anxiety will mellow out after a while. I'm pretty sure I can continue to make some appropriate noises about wanting to kill someone, since I'm playing a barbarian. The first impulse was to run and find some excuse to stop playing, but that would be silly and nobody would let me without an explanation anyway.

Well, at leats the shakes stopped while typing all that mess above.. Great. Also, in case anyone read this far and is wondering what the fuss is about.. These days DnD is my only opportunity for social interaction beside work, and even I need some of that to stay balanced

Alright, 'Puck's a social disaster'-session officially ending now. Do scroll on.

[Adjutant Stormy~]

SO BORED

[Tsundoku]

EmperorMagus, on 15 May 2013 - 05:16 PM, said:

So after blowing the RE exam. I have another exam in two days, I know I have to study and I want to study. I just can't get myself to study.
This sucks.

You failed a religion exam ... in IRAN?!?!

1. How is this even possible?
2. How are you typing without hands?
3. Do you get a retest? If so, good luck.

[Slow Ben]

I haven't turned on my XBOX in 2 months. I haven't read a book in 2 months. I haven't worked out in 2 months. Remodeling 2 houses at the same time, is difficult. I feel like I could sleep for a week. Thank God I'm almost done with my own.

[High House Dark]

Puck, on 18 May 2013 - 12:29 AM, said:

Insomnia. Lack of sleep. And social drama. I love me some social drama.

So, here's my problem: I finally managed to find people to play DnD with again a few months ago. Which is great. Now, after starting out with a couple of very close friends we have gotten a couple of people I'm not familiar with to join our group, which is perfectly fine, and I've come to like them all, even the totally useless guy who plays the even more useless mage.. But, and here's the stupidity of the situation, last week one of the guys was like 'Hey, I got this very close friend of mine who wants to play, too, so can he join? Puck knows him, too.' And everyone was like 'Sure, no problem.' Except, I have no working internet atm and with two jobs what little internet I can access isn't much, so I got the message last, and to be honest, I really, really do not want this guy to join our group. Not that he's bad news or anything, he's a totally nice and social person and stuff, is a bit too much on the smartass side.. But the thing is, he reminds me too much, way too much, of anything before uni, and that is about everything I really, really want to nothign to do with. We used to attend the same class at school, and anything that reminds me of that school gives me the shivers, literally, and I can't talk to anyone from back then, I simply physically am incapable of forming sounds that go beyond 'Hi', not even to this guy, and he was one of the nice people back there. And the last thing I needed beside my already existing insomnia and stress atm was this anxiety and crying half the night and... argh.
The game master, who happens to be my best friend, did offer me the right to veto the whole thing, but seriously, even I don't want to look as much a self-centered ass as it would make me look if I vetoed a decision the whole group already made, just because of insignificant stuff back at school.
Now, I have no idea what to do about it except endure it and hope my anxiety will mellow out after a while. I'm pretty sure I can continue to make some appropriate noises about wanting to kill someone, since I'm playing a barbarian. The first impulse was to run and find some excuse to stop playing, but that would be silly and nobody would let me without an explanation anyway.

Well, at leats the shakes stopped while typing all that mess above.. Great. Also, in case anyone read this far and is wondering what the fuss is about.. These days DnD is my only opportunity for social interaction beside work, and even I need some of that to stay balanced

Alright, 'Puck's a social disaster'-session officially ending now. Do scroll on.

Vetoing the guy joining your game would NOT be a self-centered move in a bad-sorta-way in this case^ Seriously, if these people are your friends and respect you, they should let you say, "you know, I'm truly not very comfortable having him around, nothing personal."

Just my $0.02

[Puck]

High House Dark, on 18 May 2013 - 04:38 AM, said:

Vetoing the guy joining your game would NOT be a self-centered move in a bad-sorta-way in this case^ Seriously, if these people are your friends and respect you, they should let you say, "you know, I'm truly not very comfortable having him around, nothing personal."

Just my $0.02

I know what you mean, but still, I could have vetoed it. My decision to not do so was a bit more rational than my posting last night (where the anxiety level really peaked because of everything coming together at once and the damned sleeping pill not doing anything to help things on the insomnia front). Basically, I feel like I should do something about that whole mess that my social behaviour is and I've been doing quite well, so I feel ready to tackle the next step. So, my friend, who's also the game master, offered me the possibility to veto the whole thing and I declined even after she asked a second time, thus one could say I brought it on myself, and despite what I wrote last night I'm still willing, by light of day, to give it a try. The worst that can happen, at least from my PoV right now, by day, is that I'll bully my way through it, which is what usually happens when I collect enough anxiety for it to into.. something else. I've got quite a temper when that happens. We shall see.

I do thank you for your concern, though

[Chunky Milk]

Calculus.

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[Ukjent]

The feeling after playing neverwinter nights 2 for about 57 hour, and then I hit a bug right before the last fight so that everything is fucked up..

[tiam]

Slow Ben, on 18 May 2013 - 03:46 AM, said:

I haven't turned on my XBOX in 2 months. I haven't read a book in 2 months. I haven't worked out in 2 months. Remodeling 2 houses at the same time, is difficult. I feel like I could sleep for a week. Thank God I'm almost done with my own.

This kind of thing with me. I cant get settled into anything games books whatever. I bought American Gods and still have Witcher 2 and Far Cry 3 to play which I know are going to be good games but because of the way work is I find I just sit here not doing anything. Just sat there tired trying to get the motivation to do stuff.