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You are more than correct, and I am trying to get her counseling, though she is incredibly stubborn and avoidant. I myself am about to start a new job and will have health insurance again, and I hear your good suggestion.

Having a rough time pulling out of a downward hit. It is less than 45 days till the man who killed my wife's daughter in a DUI gets out of jail after serving a meager 3 year sentence. This obviously weighs horribly on my wife as a miscarriage of justice and insult to the worst event in her life. And yesterday morning, I could see it on her face, the contortions of anger and sorrow, but she insisted she was fine, it was ok, not a big deal. She had learned to deal with anger she couldn't do anything about. Complete bollocks, and I tried to encourage her not to bottle up, especially with me; that she needed to release and feel, and I would be a safe space, like I have been through the years for her. And she just pushes me away and fakes being ok. I am so worried what happens as we get closer, and I worry she will not tell me what is going on until it is too late and her world is actively crumbling. That has happened before, less than a year ago, which contributed to my own downward spiral earlier this year.

She apologized this morning and said even if she gets annoyed at my persistence, it does mean something to her. But, I am so emotionally tired after just this small fight, and am not sure how many of these I can take. This constant up and down, often just within a day's time, are wearing me ragged when I am just trying to put myself back together.

Thanks both. Where in the US should I look for a builder? It sounds like i should just get a custom job since I will need to run Microsoft OS on the machine for work.

I am currently looking at this: https://www.amazon.c...uage=en_US&th=1 . But I really don't know the lingo, and getting the computer would be my way of making a foray into the gaming sphere. I mostly have enjoyed games like Skyrim, Minecraft, and Terraria in the past (and I miss Half-life), but I am looking to expand my horizons and want to make sure my computer won't hold me back like my current macbook.

Aptorian, on 08 September 2020 - 02:42 PM, said:

Where do you go to get this done? Is there a particular supplier?