Centzon Totochtin, on 18 November 2010 - 09:53 PM, said:
My mum is coming to England. That in itself isn't bad, she is coming on Thursday because my grandparents aren't doing very well. I am adjusting my plans here so I can see her and hopefully my grandparents with her if they are up to it. What really sucks is that she will miss Christmas with us. We are not religious but it is a family time for us and this will be the first time the 4 of us in my family wont be together for Christmas

That's rough, Centz. Hope everything works out:)
Sombra, on 19 November 2010 - 08:22 AM, said:
That sucks moneky balls, Sombra. It really does!
This messes with my groove: Hungover like a bastard. Christmas party with my bf's company, drank unknown number units of alkohol, but didn't do anything stupid...that I remember,
Recently I've been plagued with restlessness and nagging doubts....Found out at said Christmas party that my bf never mentions me at work, and some of his collegues seemed surprised he even had a girlfriend. This isn't a big deal in or of itslef, but it's a straw on an otherwise large pile on the poor camel's back. To boot, we haven't been on a vacation together in over three years, we were supposed to go to the US next year but that's been put on hold indefintely, and he couldn't even bother to make time in his plans to go to an Iron Maiden concert with me in July, 2011. I sometimes feel like my whole life is on hold, until he has the time to do something. I want to travel, to meet new people and experience new things. I'm too old to just sit around and wait for ,,,,for things to happen.....I seem to be more annoyed than happy these days. Confused and frustrated.
But it could just be a rough patch. I should perhaps give it some time before I do anything stupid and rash. Or maybe I'm just being overly-dramatic and sensitive?
Fuck!
Also, something is still stuck under my B-key, and now there's something stuck under my left-arrow key as well...it never rains, does it?
I whine a lot these days, don't I? Maybe just the winter setting in. I promise I'll be in a much less whiny mood once the sun comes back... in 4 months or so
Things and stuffs...and other important objects.