[Satan]

Gothos, on 26 March 2013 - 11:17 PM, said:

she can't seem to make the move. no she's not resisting separating from me like a move on her part, she's very much struggling in responding in kind to what I offer and give her... my separation has its aim straight at seeing if she'd miss me at no contact as she misses him, if I've anything to fight for, despite her best intentions.
Big problem is, yeah, she's stuck on him, and she's still in love with him for whatever reasons - when are there any? She acknowledges herself that I'm being the perfect guy, everything a girl could hope or wish for in a relationship, but she can't find it in her to respond in kind with a fullest commitment, with... love. It's like a dumb circle: he was unloved and deeply hurt, then she was unloved and deeply hurt, and now I want to break that cycle. I just don't know where to go from now: is it possible that in time she'll be able to shed him and go forward in her life? Am I crucifying myself for nothing? Should I stick in her every waking moment, or should I give her space and time to work it out on her own (which she seems disinclined to do anyway)? Fuck me. Anytime before in my life I'd leave that shit long ago. But I really fell for this one I'm afraid.

GAH. Here's Gothos whining, drunk as fuck.

I reiterate: RUN FOR THE HILLS!

[dietl]

Gothos, on 26 March 2013 - 11:17 PM, said:

she can't seem to make the move. no she's not resisting separating from me like a move on her part, she's very much struggling in responding in kind to what I offer and give her... my separation has its aim straight at seeing if she'd miss me at no contact as she misses him, if I've anything to fight for, despite her best intentions.
Big problem is, yeah, she's stuck on him, and she's still in love with him for whatever reasons - when are there any? She acknowledges herself that I'm being the perfect guy, everything a girl could hope or wish for in a relationship, but she can't find it in her to respond in kind with a fullest commitment, with... love. It's like a dumb circle: he was unloved and deeply hurt, then she was unloved and deeply hurt, and now I want to break that cycle.

Seems like in trying to break it you will become the next one in this dumb cycle. Are there any signs that she might love you?

Gothos, on 26 March 2013 - 11:17 PM, said:

I just don't know where to go from now:(1) is it possible that in time she'll be able to shed him and go forward in her life? (2) Am I crucifying myself for nothing? (3) Should I stick in her every waking moment, or should I give her space and time to work it out on her own (which she seems disinclined to do anyway)? Fuck me. Anytime before in my life I'd leave that shit long ago. But I really fell for this one I'm afraid.

I think the separation is a good thing. How long are you planning to do this?. (1): It is possible but this doesn't mean that you will be the next one. (2): Maybe you are and it seems it will be a long and stony road to change that. (3) Give her space and time. If you are always there she might not see how easy or hard it is without you. Either way she might see clearer what you mean to her.

[Adjutant Stormy~]

$1964 fine from the county. Which I'm gonna have to start emptying my stocks for.

I have to sign up for the Sheriff's Alternative Work Program for 4 day's labor (which is the alternative to a mandatory 72 hours in the pen). By monday. But life's interfering.

Also have to sign up for DUI school by monday, but I haven't yet- still trying to figure out which one in the county is the least horrible.

And I have to wait four days for my cash to clear so I can pay all this shit off. So I have to borrow it from my father.

[RodeoRanch]

I lost my favorite knife while I was doing some chainsaw work in the woods. Sad. I took that knife all over Europe.

[Abyss]

RodeoRanch, on 28 March 2013 - 04:09 AM, said:

I lost my favorite knife while I was doing some chainsaw work in the woods. Sad. I took that knife all over Europe.

Is it just me or does that prove Rodeo is actually a serial killer?

[Adjutant Stormy~]

Abyss, on 28 March 2013 - 04:32 AM, said:

RodeoRanch, on 28 March 2013 - 04:09 AM, said:

I lost my favorite knife while I was doing some chainsaw work in the woods. Sad. I took that knife all over Europe.

Is it just me or does that prove Rodeo is actually a serial killer?

Nah, only means he's got a very respectable affection for cutlery.

I had my favorite knife confiscated at a metal detector, and I've never been the same.

[Obdigore]

Abyss, on 28 March 2013 - 04:32 AM, said:

RodeoRanch, on 28 March 2013 - 04:09 AM, said:

I lost my favorite knife while I was doing some chainsaw work in the woods. Sad. I took that knife all over Europe.

Is it just me or does that prove Rodeo is actually a serial killer?

Serial murder murderer. The man is getting vengeance upon the crows now that he has a womanfolk to protect his homestead while he is murderizing the murders in their murderous murder lairs. Also, murderizing.

[Adjutant Stormy~]

Since I have 1337 posts I can never post outside of the Inn ever again...

[Gothos]

still wasn't picked for a 20 questions forum interview. can YOU be around this long and not become a celebrity?

[Adjutant Stormy~]

This torrent is positively GLACIAL.

This is day 3.

[RodeoRanch]

Obdigore, on 28 March 2013 - 07:39 AM, said:

Abyss, on 28 March 2013 - 04:32 AM, said:

RodeoRanch, on 28 March 2013 - 04:09 AM, said:

I lost my favorite knife while I was doing some chainsaw work in the woods. Sad. I took that knife all over Europe.

Is it just me or does that prove Rodeo is actually a serial killer?

Serial murder murderer. The man is getting vengeance upon the crows now that he has a womanfolk to protect his homestead while he is murderizing the murders in their murderous murder lairs. Also, murderizing.

I hate those birds. They know me, I swear it.

[Adjutant Stormy~]

Power's out.

[Satan]

Gothos, on 29 March 2013 - 10:45 AM, said:

still wasn't picked for a 20 questions forum interview. can YOU be around this long and not become a celebrity?

Celebrity status has nothing to do with it; I don't know who half of those people he's interviewed are. I just think that Shinrei doesn't like you.

[Traveller]

All night at work, horrible head cold, and now I have a busy 2 year old to entertain all day. Which isn't bad, but Im not feeling as enthusiastic as she is.

Ah, now she's climbing on my head..

[Puck]

Ugh, people who reserve gym equipment by throwing their towels/jackets on it and then go off to do stuff, like chatting.. And beware whoever asks them if they can use it in the meantime.. Ugh. Look, stupid, if there are five or so of the same machine, yeah, sure, but reserving the only damned one and getting snippy is shitty behaviour.

Also, bus drivers that close the door in your face even though they are the ones who were too early at the station and you are not late, annoy me almost as much as the aforementioned gym idiots.

Generally, this does not seem to be my day..

[Malaclypse]

Gothos, on 29 March 2013 - 10:45 AM, said:

still wasn't picked for a 20 questions forum interview. can YOU be around this long and not become a celebrity?

I have some questions for you but you don't want to speak with me

[Gothos]

Satan, on 30 March 2013 - 09:54 AM, said:

Gothos, on 29 March 2013 - 10:45 AM, said:

still wasn't picked for a 20 questions forum interview. can YOU be around this long and not become a celebrity?

Celebrity status has nothing to do with it; I don't know who half of those people he's interviewed are. I just think that Shinrei doesn't like you.

That thought came to my mind as well.

[Illuyankas]

I have an acquaintance who I'm no longer as good friends with as we were, and she doesn't realise this and still thinks we're best buds and I have no idea on the least harmful way I can get this across to her! It's even worse since I missed a text telling she's visiting a town a train ride away from me today, with presents and argh it is so awkward I am too hungover to deal with this

[Gnaw]

Puck, on 30 March 2013 - 01:00 PM, said:

Ugh, people who reserve gym equipment by throwing their towels/jackets on it and then go off to do stuff, like chatting.. And beware whoever asks them if they can use it in the meantime.. Ugh. Look, stupid, if there are five or so of the same machine, yeah, sure, but reserving the only damned one and getting snippy is shitty behaviour.

Just start taking the stuff to the counter as "I found this. Can you please put it in the lost and found box?" If no such box exists, bring a mid sized, appropriately labeled cardboard box with you the next time you go. Now you're not complaining about assholes, you're just helping keep the place neat, clean(er), and more customer friendly.

[tiam]

Me and the gf having first anniversary times and broke the bed. Like totalled it.

Could have gone in the making me happy thread but the bed will cost moneyz to replace.