Ok, many interesting views and opinions here. So many good ones in fact that I'm almost a little scared to jump in.
I believe in God. Absolutely. I was raised a Muslim, not the devoted kind, but the believing kind none the less. I believe I've said this somewhere in the forums, but it don't hurt anyone to repeat it, my family had two sets of belief when it came to Islam. My father is a Sunnite while my mother is a Shiite. Islam states, as many of you already probably are aware of, that there are no other gods but God. That being said, it doesn't dispute the existence of other gods/spirits/whatever, but it's very VERY strict when it comes to who is the ruling God, the god of gods if you will. Sounds like Hellenistic mythology with Zeus the father of the gods but never mind that.
I have a very strange relationship with my God. You've probably noticed that I type God, not god when referring to my Lord and Master. This is because I see Him/Her/it, something.. as the nexus if you will, the source of life as we know it. I also believe in the theory of evolution. Yeah I know, I'm a confused bastard, but bare with me a little longer and you'll see why I have this conviction...
I believe that we have two separate entities which describe what we like to call the conscience. I refer to these simply as a soul and a spirit. They're alike and yet different. Alike because they're both a form of energy residing within each and every human being. I'm talking about sentiments here, which are, and I truly believe this, both in an eternal battle for the upper hand. What sentiments you might ask. Well, none other than love and hate. It's impossible for a human being to live an entire life without once genuinely loving or hating someone or something. So I believe that God is love, that the very substance he radiates is love. He cannot hate, hate is alien to Him. I don't believe in Hell either. there is no Hell. You either return to the source, or you remain shut outside the fence. Very much like the universe of today, with respects to the seemingly harmonious atomic universe and the rest ,which as many physicists here would recognize, the dark matter/energy(sorry about the confusion here, are those two different kinds of matter?)
Sometimes I get scared shitless of my own beliefs, but damn me, it's all I've got. I will NOT choose sides if that is asked of me. It's been asked, many times by many of my friends and adversaries. I keep telling them, they're all right yet they're all wrong, with exception to Buddhism. I believe that each and every form of belief that's ever existed is but a manifestation, or rather an attempt at defining the source. An attempt doomed to fail because God isn't material, God isn't superficial. God is and will always remain outside our understanding, at least the kind of understanding that normally is sufficient to appease our ego's. Therefore, Christianity, Islam and Judaism, three branches from the same tree...
Back to the soul and spirit thing. well, the soul is very weak compared to the spirit. The soul is the representative of us, our ego, our definition of ourself, individualism. The spirit is the direct opposite of it, the representative of the us. I mean everyone of us. Each and every person in this world and all the others. I believe this because I believe that the spirit is the guardian angel of our souls, or because the spirit is a part of God linked to us to keep us from harm.
Hence the eternal battle inside everyone of us. Between love and hate. Between God and ourselves.
Yes I know, I make not much of anything that can be called a common sense, however, God has NOTHING to do with common sense, simply because of the fact that She/He's alien to this world. The rules here do not apply to Her/Him. hehe. He's like Paran if the universe is the deck, however Paran was born human. Well, I do not know if God has always been for all eternity. I cannot give those kinds of answers, and even if I had them, I truly doubt I would be allowed to. Believe me, sometimes, ignorance can be a bliss.
When it comes to free will.. hehehe.. well, either we have it or we don't. It actually can be as crazy as someone having it and someone not. Who's to say which is right, if any of them?
OK... I sure hope I haven't made anyone here mad or anything. I don't care if you hate me. I love you all anyway =)
Oh, just to make it clear, I'm no follower or believer of organized religion. If you have love, well then no amount of organization will wither improve or disprove the attempt at living your life on the proper course, because love is more than enough. Love is the answer to all the riddles...
alright alright, I'm finished now see?
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