Gem Windcaster;360300 said:
Seriously though, the only difference between my world view and the world view of atheists is that I believe in God. Since atheists, by their own admission (at least some of you here), can't possibly put themselves in my shoes, then why do they make assumptions about what that difference entails?
Well, I can't speak for anyone else, but I think I can put myself in your shoes, because I'm pretty sure I've been there (or somewhere similar) before. That doesn't mean I can predict your future, by any means. You're a different person, living in a different environment, with all sorts of different conditions. I'm assuming you were raised as a Christian since your brother seems to be Christian, but that's about the only assumption I can make, since you haven't gone into detail on your beliefs much.
But this is how it went for me: I was raised in Christianity (Southern Baptist, to be specific). As I got older I realized that my dad was a lot more religious than my mom. When I was a little kid, I believed all of it, Adam and Noah and even Jonah and Job. When I got a bit older, I always won the Bible verse memorization contests that my church had, and around that time I read the whole Bible, realized there were tons of humongous contradictions in it, and that most of it required just a little bit too much suspension of disbelief. But I still believed in god and Jesus and all that. Redemption, heaven, great stuff.
I quit going to church as soon as I was old enough to get away with not going (around 15 or so), but I still believed what I saw as the "core" of Christianity. I had gone through all the bits of religion I was raised with, and the Bible, and discarded a huge percentage of it, holding only onto the beliefs that I felt were important. God exists, he made us, Jesus was his son and died for my sins, if I accept it then I'll go to heaven and the proof of my sincerity would be in my desire to be a good person and do nice things, etc. From the New Testament, I ditched everything except for the red ink bits, and decided that Paul was a scam artist (I found out years later that this was a popular belief among people who quit going to church). I ignored the Old Testament in its entirety with the exception of Solomon, probably mostly because some of the philosophy attributed to Solomon was in stark contrast to the philosophy of the religiously insane (we all know the type), but there was some bit in the Old Testament that said Solomon would be the wisest man ever to live, so I took that as justification to ditch everything else.
I think I held on to that much for several years, but I realized after several years of not going to church that the beliefs were starting to weaken some after not having been to church for so many years. I started getting really curious about other religions, especially the ones that millions of other people believed. I had always wondered about other religions, and how god expected people to convert to Christianity when they were raised to believe something totally different. I didn't think it was entirely fair that I was brought up in the right religion, while so many others weren't. Of course I believed certain things that would give these people an out (I think it was something similar to the end of the Chronicles of Narnia, if that helps) but the curiosity about these other religions prevailed, and I began to see how hard it would be for someone who was raised in another religion to ever change their beliefs, because I knew how rooted my own were. Especially in a religion like Islam, which (similar to Judaism and Christianity) has the same severe consequences for not believing, and not practicing. I learned a lot, through my own reading, and eventually by browsing and discussing on the net, about how religions in general are formed. I learned a lot about how Christianity was formed, and how Judaism was formed. I learned how much of both religions was obviously borrowed from influencing cultures at the times the religions were formed. After a while it became extremely difficult to convince myself that anything in the Bible was what it appeared to be.
Now, you (Gem) may have already reached that point, or something similar to it. For all I know, you're a Deist, or a Pantheist, or something similarly "I believe in god, but that's about it."
But this is what happened to me, probably over a period of about 4-6 years after I got to that point of curiosity about other religions, and history. The more I studied, the more I became
comfortable with questioning my beliefs. Questioning those core beliefs of Christianity no longer held the same shock value as it did in, say, my early twenties, when questioning those core beliefs still caused strong feelings of fear, contemplating the possible non-existence of god still caused fear. That fear gradually weakened, though, as I became more comfortable with questioning, and eventually, Pascal's Wager failed.
So what does that mean? For those who don't know, Pascal's Wager goes like this: Perhaps god exists. Perhaps he doesn't. But if he does, we only stand to gain (afterlife and all that - if there is no god, then after death there is nothing). So, it only stands to reason that we should believe in god, since there is nothing to lose from that belief and everything to gain.
Problem is, belief isn't really a choice. I get into religion-bashing, but generally not into the bashing of the individual, unless the individual is being bigoted or something, because looking back on the times when I still believed in god, I realized that it wasn't
ever a matter of choice. I believed essentially because I was brainwashed from early childhood to believe, and because the agent of brainwashing was the fear of what happens when you die, and the fact that morals are all tied up with religion. So my fear of death and my ignorance of the unknown worked well together to make that belief real for me.
But eventually I got to the point where the fear wasn't quite enough to make me believe. Too many paths of questioning had shown me over and over again that the existence of god as I saw it was highly unlikely. I can no longer
make myself believe that god exists, because I see no rational reason for that belief. So, Pascal's Wager fails, because belief is not a choice.
Questioning beliefs, on the other hand, is a choice. It may be that a certain amount of questioning will eventually shape your beliefs into something different. If you're like most people, then this is probably an ongoing process in your life. It will take you....somewhere. The process of questioning always does.
Some beliefs are easily discarded when evidence to the contrary is provided. Some are more difficult to discard, usually for
very obvious reasons (I hate to invoke the Wizard's First Rule here, but that little rule is probably what hooks all of Tairy's readers, because it's so obviously true. The rules get a bit less logical as the series progresses). Very, very few things are easy to believe for those who are intelligent as we all are here when there is no evidence that they are true. Belief in god is one of those things, for obvious reasons.
People who believe in god usually feel like they are in some way enlightened about the mysteries of the universe. Some may believe that everyone else's beliefs are just as valid as their own, but this is rarely the case.
For those of us atheists who are relatively educated and intelligent, it is very difficult to see the belief in god as being anything other than, as SM said, "arbitrary human stupidity". That doesn't mean that everyone who believes in god is stupid, because as I said before, there is little choice involved in belief. But the fact is that no one can come up with a rational reason to believe in god. Pascal's Wager may seem rational on the surface, but really...how rational is it to believe in something for no other reason than that you
want it to be true?
This whole spiel likely comes off as being a bit condescending, and I apologize for that (I'll give you some rep in an attempt to make up for it) - it's a bit hard to avoid on this subject. It's obvious that you are probably one of the most intelligent god-believers out there. But moving on....why are we even discussing this here? That's an important question. Your belief in god in particular seems to be relatively benign, in comparison to the beliefs of some fundamentalists. I really don't care all that much that you believe in god, and the subject would never have come up if not for the fact that this thread pits creationism against evolution. The fact that you believe in god and the fact that you question the theory of evolution were both introduced because of the subject matter of this thread.
Now, this is where it gets interesting. You told me in a rep that you're not a creationist. That's cool, but it could mean several different things. Creationists are often defined as those who believe in the strict literal interpretation of the creation story in the Bible (or, as strictly literal as one can manage with the conflicting accounts). You've said in this thread that you question the theory of evolution because it's got all sorts of holes in it. You seem to think that your questioning of evolution and your belief in god aren't really related (that is, that you question evolution because of all the holes in it, and not because you believe in god).
Now, far be it from me to tell you what you believe or why you believe it. But it's difficult to swallow that these beliefs have nothing to do with each other, because there aren't a significant number of atheist biologists/archaeologists etc. out there that question the basic premise of evolution, AND because there are a significant number of religious people out there who accept it, filling what they see as the holes in evolutionary theory with "god", the same way people who believe in god have a tendency to fill in anything "I don't know" with "god". So, the statement you made that I quoted above, that the ONLY difference in your beliefs and that of atheists is that you believe in god, has a ring of untruth to it.
You may not be a creationist, but a lot of the arguments you've put forth in this thread about the theory of evolution are creationist talking points, so it's again very difficult to separate these things when it's obvious that you believe in god and you question evolution in much the same way most religious people do (and when I say "most religious people", I'm
not talking about the fundies who believe the earth and everything on it were all created in 6 days).
So that brings us back to the question of why we're even discussing this. Most atheists don't really care one way or the other who believes what. It only becomes a problem at certain points. (not trying to say you believe any of these things...in fact, I'm sure you probably don't believe some of them) "Hey, I believe in god!" Sure, that's cool, I don't, but whatever. "I believe Jesus died to save me from my sins!" That's great too....a bit elitist of you to think I'm going to hell because I can't make myself believe something that's so unbelievable, but whatever. "God hates fags!" Whooooah, you just went too far. Back up. "I bring my kids to church every Sunday!" Eh, I don't like it, but I can't stop you, so whatever. "Evolution is a hoax and we should stop teaching this dodgy science to kids in schools and teach them the Bible instead!" Whoooooooah. You just stepped way over the line.
The reason why atheists have a problem with religion is that it unequivocally encourages irrational thought, because it requires you to believe in something for which there is no evidence. The evidence of this (other than the lack of evidence itself) is in the way that religions have evolved over the thousands of years we can study. Beliefs that are shown to be untrue are eventually discarded, and even when religion itself isn't the source of those beliefs, religious folk are often the last to discard them. It's easy to see why.
The study of evolution isn't what religious people make it out to be. It's science, not a belief system. There are some things that we know about it. There are some things that we don't know about it. There are logical inferences we can make from the things that we DO know about it to fill in some of the "holes" in the theory. If future discoveries support the hypotheses that were made to fill in those holes, then that's great. If future discoveries contradict hypotheses that were made to fill in those holes, then that's great too. These hypotheses fall under the category of "beliefs that are easy to discard when evidence to the contrary is provided."
From a rational perspective, to fill in these "I don't know" holes with "god" is arbitrary. There is no evidence to support filling in those holes with god. It also has nothing to do with logical inferences based on what we know about how evolution works. It's arbitrary. And the belief in god itself falls under the category of "beliefs that are difficult to discard when evidence to the contrary is provided", as is evidenced (along with many other things which may or may not apply to you) by the fact that only people who believe in god have a problem with the theory of evolution.
Therein lies the problem. You might not be one of those religious people that fills in the holes of evolutionary theory with "god", but that's difficult to swallow, based on the points I made before. If it weren't for subjects like this, where people who believe in god make irrational points, then no one would care about religion very much, short of getting irritated at conversion attempts.
No one would bother to call religion an "arbitrary human stupidity" if religion were truly benign.