Blues, on 09 March 2011 - 03:45 PM, said:
I've only read through TCG once, and that read was pretty fast, but I also seem to remember Killy being tired of the world and ready to accept death. I think it came from a conversation between her and Sechul, or it was from Sechul's inner monologue.
As usual when I post here (because it's from work) I don't have the book handy, but if I'm remembering correctly, then she wouldn't really have the will to fight Draconus. Willpower and motivation seem to play a big role in fights between characters in SE's books.
After Korabas awakens, she explains what it will all mean for the world. Setch, overwhelmed at the consequences, asks her why they did it and her answer is indeed that "she was tired of it all" or something like that. She is complex indeed.
I think that most/all of the Killy-Setch-Errastas scenes are from Setch's PoV has a big influence on how we see these three. Setch seems to be much more ignorant of their mission and what it will really do than the Errant and Killy. I think he really is just following mommy, and when Errastas says it'll destroy all magic and damage the world, Setch shrugs and says whatever, but that is just the way Setch is. He doesn't necessarily believe it all (and when Korabas is released, he says to himself
I wasn't serious, I'm never serious (or something like that).
As I see it, Killy knew what Errastas intended and was okay with it, because Killy wanted to break the world, break the Paths, break the new gods. As she says, she was tired of it. I think she knew the possible consequences, aka Draconus killing them, and had accepted that it might happen and that ultimately she could not prevent it. She would try to avoid it (running through myriad warrens), but if she couldn't run she'd accept the consequences when they came, more or less. And she did tell Setch to go away from her after Korabas was awakened...