The fact that I've seriously gained weight since starting new meds. Graaaah! It's really starting to grate on me, especially since I lost so much before that, but now it's worse than before, and I've zero time for gym or anything atm. And I've been waiting for three months for an appointment to maybe get checked by another doc and there're still another three months to wait. Yay for health insurance. I just want to scream and punch something. Badly. It's not even about looks, I just hate feeling powerless and uncomfortable in my own skin and also shopping, so I refuse to invest any money in new clothes. It's bad enough without these issues, but no.. It hurts. It's not unbearable, but definitely uncomfortable. Aaaall freaking day. So I find myself avoiding meeting people because I feel so uncomfortable and don't want anyone to notice. I'd rather just rip my reproductive organs out and be done with it, I'm taking hormone supplements anyway, whether they're there or not, so meh, so useless..
