A few days ago I bought a ticket for an apparently almost sold out popular outdoor nightclub event that seemed close enough to my interests to be better than the other (limited) outdoor options---'Emo night'... for which I was subjecting myself to the DJ's emo dance playlist on endless loop to study up for it (it's common for people to sing along while dancing, and people generally love it when I sing)---even though I find most of them cloying and a bit insipid even on a first playthrough (still, sort of adjacent to poetry or music I actually like... or at least to sadness, maybe?). Was going to let myself have up to two drinks outside, not wearing my mask when reasonably far away from the crowd, and masking if I ended up in the midst of a densely packed crowd dancing and singing loudly....
But the outer edges of Ian, now forecast to be arriving earlier than previously expected, are most likely going to blast the ship's deck with rain and wind. There is a covered area, but everyone will be huddled together there in a great mass of maskless flesh, and the wind will probably be blowing the rain in... on top of that, the bug bite on my foot still hasn't completely healed (I scratched it open in the night and it apparently got infected, though I've since been treating it with 20 minutes of red light therapy every morning followed by antibiotic ointment + bandage).
And the rain and wind will be even worse tomorrow morning---so if I do get laid I'll probably have to try to wrangle an Uber (I really don't want to bring anyone back to my apartment in its present state, it's a mess that will take me a while to make presentable) in the middle of a tropical storm. And while the risk of getting covid (or monkey pox) from maskless sex with one random girl seems relatively low... I'd still rather not risk it.
Do have a ticket for an indoor fetish party / fashion show tomorrow night, where I might actually have a decent chance of finding people willing to let me keep my mask on during sex. May want me to spank them, tie them up, etc. (or vice versa) which I don't mind much though it's not really my thing---I'm a little concerned my scars might give them the wrong idea. (I used to get pleasure from being ripped open but it's not something I want to do anymore---certainly not while covid and monkeypox pandemics are ongoing.) Not sure whether my foot might heal fully by tomorrow if I rest tonight---probably not for a few more days. Or I could just watch, and let them gawk at me. Hoping they do the ID check outside though, or at least that they don't demand I take my mask off inside when showing my ID....
Don't even really feel like getting laid tonight, but WTF have I been maintaining my six-pack for.... Obviously I should go on something like Tinder and look for someone willing to let me wear a P100 mask during sex (and show me they've gotten the bivalent BA.5 booster, etc.). But a lot of people won't be into that; and a majority of girls on Tinder are not just looking for sex, which is what many of them apparently assume a shirtless (or in this case semi-shirtless, six-pack) displaying photo signifies... none of which would be a problem except for the way the algorithms are set up: by being open about what I'm looking for and displaying my six-pack I'll probably get more negative swipes than I otherwise would, and as a consequence Tinder will display my photos to fewer potential matches, and that penalty will probably carry over to after the pandemic, when I'll no longer want to insist on wearing a mask.
This post has been edited by Azath Vitr (D'ivers: 30 September 2022 - 10:44 PM