Sheltatha Lore, on 21 August 2019 - 06:50 PM, said:
What is wrong with my current formatting. I am currently desktop (and have been for the last several hours).
If it is any help (and if you even would believe me at all), I did believe what I was writing about you. I was looking at each person on day 1 with different eyes and saw a lot of alt names cross your posts. I wrongly interpreted that as fingering a lot of people, which obviously was a mischaracterization. That doesn't mean I absolve you or think your activity since then is clean, free of suspicion. But I wasn't even done yet with a reread, mostly writing things down as I went, when you called me out and then proceeded to crawl down my gullet. And backing off (both intentionally and due to a busy day yesterday without a computer) apparently let other people think through things not involving just my faux pas (and even noting my potato tomato fuckup, which ironically I was not aware of even up to the the point Gamelon was asking me what I said).
So yes, I have been stupid this game at times. And yes, a lot of the perceived pity-parties are sincere apologetics as I try to contribute but fuck up quite a bit. So take it or leave it. But claiming you are pure and holier than me is laughable.
I'm hardly claiming my opinion is holy. I'm saying that I think most players here are not stupid, they think about what they're posting, and they do it for a reason. So when you post something that you won't stand by five minutes later it somewhat sets off alarm bells. Ultimately, I just kind of don't see how you make that misrepresentation from those facts. Not in such a convenient way as to
only name the survivors.
Concretely, you took me asking Rikkter about Ven's case and me saying
positive things about you and turned that into me swinging at both of you. I'm just not sure how that leap happens from a town player. Like, in concrete terms, your claim is that your analysis was just that you saw me say names? But then you missed out names that I actually
did say.