Abyss, on Aug 31 2009, 02:31 PM, said:
Lonely and empty and grey. And sad. Mostly sad.
The sad is getting to you Apt. The bottle isn't helping, neither are the pills.
It just all seems so... pointless to you, doesn't it? All those posts, all those many, many posts... how many hours did you spend making those posts Apt? Hundreds? thousands? It didn't make the sad go away, did it? No, no, it's okay, don't answer. I understand. We ALL understand. The pretty screen can make it all go away for a little bit, can't it? It makes you feel a little better. For a little while.
But then the sad and empty and despair just comes flooding back, so hard no amount of posts can cure it. I know. I know. It's okay. It's not your fault. You just want to feel special. 10,000 posts worth of special.
Y'know what would make you feel even MORE special, Apt, and make all the grey and sad go away? No, not mastubation Apt... that just makes you feel dirty and shamed and horrifies your neighbors... no, you should take some more of those pills. And maybe finish a bottle or two. And then try posting with your tongue. Get your head REALLY close to the keyboard. And make sure you take pics and post them so we all see how very special you really are. go on. We'll wait. It's ok. This will help, really.
- Abyss, is here to help.
damn near killed myself before the end....