My father died about this time last year, which i have made my peace with long ago. But with this being the first year anniversary of his death, his holier than thou widow and her daughter (who i never really got on with anyway) are using this as an excuse to tell me and anyone else who will listen how much of a bad son i was, that i was a asshole to him and that i am just a plain old
To make everything worse my brother, the one person who i should be able to trust to have my back, is also getting on the bandwagon. It's starting to drive me fucking insane.
My father had a long history of illness, and before he remarried i was the one to look after him, with money, taking him to the hospital when he got bad etc etc while my brother was overseas in the navy, and i didn't have a problem with that. A few years or so ago i realized that my father was just using me to get what he wanted, so i decided not to let him do that to me anymore and walked ago. So because i was the only one to see what a manipulative and abusive person he was and to have the gets to do something about it, I'm treated like shit. Fucking assholes, the lot of them.
Sorry about the rant, just needed to vent.
This post has been edited by lobo the wolfman: 11 June 2009 - 04:30 AM
In a world gone mad, we will not spank the monkey, but the monkey will spank us.